Eternal Summer for Real: The Spring Update

31 03 2010

Greetings Brilliant Transformative Flowers in Bloom!!!!

It is SPRING at the Inspiration Station and we are discovering surprise perennials, witnessing the birth of dreams planted long ago and preparing the soil of our interconnected communities for the future.  This update is to let you know how you can participate in the ecology of Broken Beautiful Press and our two major projects.  The Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Eduational Series and the Queer Black MobileHomeComing Project.  Bloom baby! BLOOM! (p.s. this is a long post…so click here to get directly to the info about self-directed artist residences @ the Inspiration Station and how to become an Eternal Summerian)

The Itinerant Professor: Sista Docta Lex

After 25 years of schooling with no breaks (whew!) Lex and her committee have affirmed her dissertation on the Queer Survival of Black Feminism (click to read the prologue)!!!! Hooray it is SUMMERTIME from now on!   Lex is excited to bring her skills, knowledge, reverence, confidence and new swag to support the intellectual visions of educational institutions of all kinds, and community organizations and initiatives.   Go to: to learn about the residencies, workshops and lectures Lex is available for and set up a transformative educational tryst, longer term affair, repeated divine encounter etc with Dr. Lex!

(All proceeds from paid engagements go to support Lex’s work on the MobileHomeComing Project and the Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind.)

Lex and the MobileHomeComing Project are grateful for the support of Queers for Economic Justice, the Disabled Young People’s Collective, Public Allies of Cincinnati, the SpiritHouse Choosing Sides Program at New Horizons Academy of Excellence,  the American Studies Program at University of Texas-San Antonio,  the Women in Learning and Living Program at University of Richmond, the Sexual Assault Task Force at Reed College, the Ellen Stone Belic Institute for the Study of Women and Gender in the Arts and Media, the Women’s Center and Multicultural Center at Duke University,  Holton Community Center for hosting Lex as a speaker/workshop leader and for donating honoraria to the MobileHomeComing Project.

The Inspiration Station: Community Education in Action

Loving the June Jordan Saturday Survival School!

This year so far the community educational experiences at the Inspiration Station have been over the top!

Queer Families in Durham played danced, created hallway murals and their own all-ages illustrated intergenerational stories based on the unpublished speeches and out-of-print children’s books by June Jordan at the June Jordan Saturday Survival School!

Devoted Durhamites gathered on Sunday mornings to sing the praises and celebrate the words of Audre Lorde, Joseph Beam and Toni Cade Bambara during Queer Black Sunday School.

School of Our Lorde Poets at the Audre Lorde B-day Celebration and Poetry Performance

And Durham’s poets and educators (joined by distance learning crews from Chicago, Western Mass, Tuscaloosa, Cairo, Rio Grande Valley, and NYC) deepened the meaning of life with interactive exercises and engagement with the archival and published work of Audre Lorde in the Poetics and Pedagogy units of the School of Our Lorde!

Chicago Participants participate on the School of Our Lorde Social Network!

AND our beautiful local community gathered for potlucks to discuss the work of the Salsa Soul Sisters… Here is the audio documentary we created over brunch (Carolyn and Harriet drop knowledge!)the short non-fiction of Maia Williams on the complexity of transnational solidary (with a special guest skype appearance from the esteemed author live and direct fromCairo) and the poetry of  asha bandele (deepened by our visiting guest expert on women in prison and resistance: Vikki Law!)

Actualizing Abundance!

Participants in the educational programs and readers of the RAGE Edition of the Little Black (Feminist) Book Series from as far as Berlin, raised and donated $1, 531 towards the Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Community School in just 2 months proving that our Beloved Community in Creation VALUES community accountable education.

Become a part of our community sustained educational movement in any of the following ways:

Get Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Educational Materials!!!!

1979: Transforming the Meaning of Survival

VIIB29What does it take to survive a year like 1979?

This first podcast is about the year 1979 and how the world, and black feminism began and ended in some crucial ways that year. With the election of Ronald Reagan, the Boston Murders, the Atlanta Child Murders and the Greensboro Massacre all attacking the the lives, minds and spirits of black women 1979 was a crucial year.  This podcast focuses on how Audre Lorde, Alexis DeVeaux, June Jordan and Barbara Smith reach(ed) across time and space to transform the meaning of survival.  (And there is some good period appropriate and anachronistic music too!)

Be sure to put “1979 podcast and study guide” in the subject line with your donation

Meditate on the Rainbow: The Poetry of Sapphire

Filled with great music…rare and priceless poetry from Sapphire all presented in that quirky, interactive, meditative, writing workshop-esque Eternal Summer style! Based on Sapphire’s out of print seven movement poem “Meditations on the Rainbow” this podcast moves us through the colors of resistance and trasnformation.

This podcast is dedicated to all of us, but especially to Tyli’a Nana Boo Mack, a black transwoman made early ancestor in a brutal act of violence in Washington DC.  Get your pen and or your paintbrush and listen.

The study-guide brings Sapphire’s poetic work into conversation with her book PUSH and the recent film Precious.

Be sure to write “Meditate on the Rainbow Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation!

In Your Hands: Mothering Ourselves


Because it takes a whole month to prepare for the day of the dead.  Because some of us have to create eclectic Sunday morning rituals to hear our own truth.  Because I want you to have this for when you need it.  This podcast is based on letters from my black feminist ancestors, and the study guide will lead you through a process of communicating with and remembering insight from your own ancestors, spirit-guides and sheroes. For more about the “In Your Hands” project check out

Be sure to put “In Your Hands Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation!

Be Bold Be Red: Legacies of Response to Gendered Violence

In October 2007 women of color came together and transformed terror on Halloween, declaring October 31st Be Bold Be Red Day, a day for women of color and allies to speak out against violence against women.  And 30 years ago women of color came together to respond to violence in the same critical and poetic spirit.

Towards the world the we all deserve, fully transformed from the misogyny and internalized racism we face in popular music to the frightening expendability of the lives and bodies of women of color this podcast places the brave voices of women telling the truth about gendered violence over the remixed sounds of Miles Davis by Apple Juice Kid.  With this piece which includes critical work on the work of the Combahee River Collective, and Toni Morrison’s Sula we take every sound back, starting with our own voices and the background that seeks to silence them.

Listen with your community, your class, your friends, your study group, your church, your crew, pass the link on or listen by yourself and see, hear and wear red.

Be sure to put “Be Bold Be Red” podcast in the subject line with your donation of $15 or more 🙂

A Revolutionary Act…: On the Legacy of Joseph Beam

In honor of this brilliant Black Gay literary genius ancestor and and the fact that both In the Life and Brother to Brother are back in print thanks to RedBone Press this podcast includes readings and reflections from Lisa Moore of RedBone Press, La Marr Jurelle, Darnell Moore, Justin Smith and a round the kitchen table conversation with some of Durham’s most inspiring Black queer visionary men:  Ashon Crawley, Sendolo Diaminah, Thaddeaus Edwards and Justin Robinson.  (Plus music, love and archival goodies from an ancestor obsessed devotee who you know much too well :) Informed by archival research in the Schomburg Black Gay and Lesbian Archive, this conversation will be particularly useful as you honor Black Gay History Herstory and discuss the transformative possibility of LOVE in queer community across gender.

Be sure to put “Joseph Beam Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line of your donation of $15 or more!

Anger is Useful!: On the Poetics of Rage

Who’s afraid of the Angry Black Woman? Well BE AFRAID because Angry Black Women are speaking our minds and transforming the world in the service of our vision.  Oppression beware the well-directed rage of Black feminism!

Enter the ANGRY BLACK WOMAN edition of the Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Podcast Series!  As always, we start with the brilliance of our ancestors…informed by Audre Lorde’s essay “Uses of Anger,” meditating on the poetic of rage in June Jordan’s angry letters to racist editors and including reflections from Nia Wilson, Mai’a Williams, Moya Bailey, Daria Bannerman and the young visionaries at New Horizon’s Alternative School…plus as always music that rocks (including a track from the genuis Jon Anonymous project by Durham’s own Shirlette Ammons!)

Be sure to write “Angry Black Woman Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation of $15 or more!

“Coming Home”: The Legacy of the Salsa Soul Sisters

“because they were coming home.”-Carolyn Grey

On Saturday January 30th Harriet Alston and Carolyn Grey brought decades of memories and a Linda Tillery album that Harriet had spent days digitizing through the rare (and unplowed) North Carolina Snow to have a conversation with eager listeners at the Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Potluck about their time in the Salsa Soul Sisters and the lessons they learned about building community.  Use this podcast as a precedent to your own community building projects or to recontextualize the history of Black feminist, 3rd World Women’s  and lesbian feminist organizations in the 1970’s.

Be sure to write “Salsa Soul Audio Documentary and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation of $15 or more!

On Cancer and Survival: In Honor of June Jordan, Audre Lorde and Andria Hall

Cancer is a major factor in the lived experience of Black Feminist herstory and legacies.  How do we understand survival, the body, love and relationships as we survive and lose our loved ones to cancer?  This podcast includes the voices of survivors of cancer, and those who have survived their loved ones.  Investigating how life continues and how we can center our wellness, this podcast is memorial and salve, and a call of communication across every boundary, even our understandings of life and death.

Be sure to write “Cancer and Survival Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation of $15 or more.

“The Best Way to Do it is to Do it”: The Legacy of Toni Cade Bambara

In honor of Toni Cade Bambara’s 71st Birthday we present a podcast full of reflections, laughter, poetry, music and LOVE for the brilliant sister warrior mother writer, dancer, filmmaker, screenplay transformer, community organizer Toni Cade Bambara!
I created this podcast with much inspiration from Cheryll Y. Greene and with the priceless collaboration and words of Aishah Shahidah Simmons, Cara Page, Linda Janet Holmes, Kai Lumumba Barrow and Nikky Finney. Contextualize your day with the brilliant insights of these women and listen to music from Sarah Vaughn, King Pleasure, Erykah Badu, Amel Laurrieux, Cassandra Wilson, Abbey Lincoln and some of my favorite producers and learn and teach about the work of this crucial Black feminist warrior!

Be sure to write “Toni Cade Bambara Podcast and Study Guide” in the subject line with your donation of 15 or more 🙂

The Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind DVD

For your classroom, living room, workshops etc. get your own DVD of the Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Video Series (link for previews) for a donation of 20 bucks or more to the Eternal Summer Educational program.  Remember to put a note on your transaction that you want the DVD and be sure that your address is current!!!

Become an Eternal Summerian by joining the Inspiration Station EasyPass Club!  Monthly sustainers will get special juicy audio/video/poetic content sent directly to your inboxes every single month for ETERNITY!!!!!!!!

SPECIAL INCENTIVE!!!! Everyone who becomes a monthly sustainer in April will get an audio experiential piece about responding to police brutality in queer communities of color written and performed by Lex and sonically designed and transformed by the dashing Julia R. Wallace that is not available on the web!

Push the button to sign up to be a monthly sustainer (the big blue number is how much you’ll be donating each month automatically)!

************Durham Locals!!!   You can also support by bringing food, paper (in any form from toilet paper, to butcher paper, to paper plates) and art supplies or dv tapes… to the inspiration station any time.   Or rides to the airport so Dr. Lex can keep hustling to bring insight and resources back to the Bull City (you know how we do!!)  Email to set it up!!!!

Rejuvenating Revolutionary Retreats at the Inspiration Station:

Living Room Ancestor entryway @ the Inspiration Station

Are you getting excited and lustful from all of this shameless bragging on the beautiful city of Durham, NC?  Want to see for yourself and help support the Inspiration Station?  Durham devotees…want to help with Lex’s long-lived and blatant recruitment strategy to get the rest of our tribe of brilliant artists, thinkers, and organizers to move to the center of the universe?  We GOT you!  Introducing Artist/Intellectual/Organizer retreats @ the Inspiration Station.

This is what we call sustainable community transformation!!!! Tell your friends or avail yourself of an immersion in the magical energy of Durham, NC and the special light of the Inspiration Station…fortified by so many beautiful thoughts and brave moments.  Help us create a sustainable use of the space  over the summer or for the 10 days a month that Lex and Julia are off on the MobileHomeComing Tour.    You’ll get a set of Durham local edible goodies (from the Tierra Negra Farm and the Bread Uprising Bakery) a list of inspiring walks and journeys to take in Durham, the use of a beautiful wrap around front porch with a hammock and a table and chairs and beautiful honeysuckle and crepe myrtle trees….

AND even though you may think that the most fun thing about Durham is the chance to hang out with Lex…the truth is that Durham is full of brilliant visionary ambassadors who love to show off our cities transformative glow…so if you want you can even get assigned a buddy to show you the Durham ropes and share their lovely talents and experiences with you as part of the welcoming committee!

So email if you might want to spend a week (or the month of July) in the center of love, inspiration and transformation.  We are hoping that folks can offer $100-200 a week for residencies…but everything you have to offer is valuable and the conversation is always open!

OKAY!!!! Congrats on reading this content-filled message.  Take home: Summer is Eternal and Spring is NOW!

We love growing with you!!!!!

Infinite love,


Happy Birthday Toni Cade Bambara!: New Podcast :)

25 03 2010

Today in honor of Toni Cade Bambara’s 71st Birthday we present a podcast full of reflections, laughter, poetry, music and LOVE for the brilliant sister warrior mother writer, dancer, filmmaker, screenplay transformer, community organizer Toni Cade Bambara!

I create this podcast with much inspiration from Cheryll Y. Greene and with the priceless collaboration and words of Aishah Shahidah Simmons, Cara Page, Linda Janet Holmes, Kai Lumumba Barrow and Nikky Finney. Contextualize your day with the brilliant insights of these women and listen to music from Sarah Vaughn, King Pleasure, Erykah Badu, Amel Laurrieux, Cassandra Wilson, Abbey Lincoln and some of my favorite producers.

Direct link:

If you are just learning about Toni Cade Bambara please get your hands on her beautiful fiction:  Gorilla, My Love, The Seabird are Still Alive, The Salteaters, Deep Sightings and Rescue Missions, Those Bones Are Not My Child.   Her groundbreaking 1970 anthology The Black Woman and definitely pick up the anthology about Bambara’s work created by Linda Janet Holmes and Cheryll Wall: Savoring the Salt.

Also, if you have the great fortune to live near or in Durham, North Carolina join us for Sunday school, this Sunday March 28th to praise the name of Toni Cade (more info here:

19 03 2010

Greetings loved ones,

There is a lot to celebrate in this the birthday month of Toni Cade Bambara and the rebirth of SPRING in our hearts! Hooray!!!!!

So mark your the reading and get ready to have your spirit lifted and transformed.  First at 10 am on Sunday Morning (Location TBA) (March 28th we’ll be celebrating the afterglow of writer, organizer, film-maker, teacher, mother, visionary Toni Cade Bambara’s 71st Birthday with a spirited discussion of her classic essay “On the Issue of Roles” from her classic anthology The Black Woman! Possibly maybe possibly  in a very maybe way featuring the insight of Kai Barrow…one of Toni Cade’s cherished mentees!

Download “On the Issue of Roles” here:

and join us for bagels, donuts, juice, coffee and praise!  Toni Cade On the Issue of Roles

AND THEN!!!!! Because you just can’t get enough…. stay saved with Sunday Dinner at your monthly Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind  with a discussion of asha bandele’s work on love and the Prison Industrial Complex with special insight and goodness from Vikki Law…author of Resistance Behind Bars an awesome book about women in prison who are organizing for their own liberation!!! This promises to be an amazing discussion!

We’ll be reading bandele’s poem “Long Days Journey Into Night: The Remix” which was the basis for several SpiritHouse and UBUNTU Arts awareness-raising transformative poetic performances.   Download the piece here:


and come to the Inspiration Station at 5pm on Sunday March 28th with food and insight to share!!!!!!!



Introduction Part II: Queer Intergenerationality

15 03 2010

Today is the day family!   I will call this the morning of my intended dissertation AFFIRMATION by my superstar dreamteam committee of advisors!  I am so grateful to have all of your affirmation and good thoughts with me.  Your spirits crowd the small room with love!  And it’s Monday morning so here I am offering the second half of my dissertation introduction which is about Queer Intergenerationality…aka what WE generate between us despite everything.

I look forward to a million conversations about this!

Intro Part II Queer Intergenerationality!!!!!

direct link here:

and if you missed part one of the intro…here it is:

Infinite love!


Introduction Part 1: 1979

8 03 2010

Greetings loved ones,

Bit by bit we keep it going.  Here is part 1 of the introduction to my dissertation entitled 1979.  This was also the basis of the first Eternal Summer of the Black Feminist Mind Podcast (with the same name) which you can listen to here.  Thanks for everyone’s loving affirmation of the Prologue and the great conversations you all have blessed me with in the past week!  Looking forward to more!

Here is the pdf: Introduction Part 1: 1979

(direct link:

Here is the podcast version:  1979

Infinite love!


The Prologue of my Dissertation is a Love Letter to YOU!

1 03 2010

Hey loved ones,

Now that my dissertation is formatted and officially in the hands of my superstar dream team committee I see it as an act of spiritual release and community accountability to share it bit by bit with you!  So starting with the prologue which is literally a love letter to you: the audience of my dreams aka this community that transforms the world by existing aka facebook friends and neighbors alike, here we go! This is my much belabored baby that I am sending into your hearts.  Please let me know any thoughts you have, any desires this sparks, any possible collaborations that reading this inspires and just generally what you think is possible!

Ta dah: Prologue for the masses!

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p.s. for those of you who want to ask the loving question “what’s next” check out